Thank you for sharing, by sharing you lessen your load, and others will identify.
Personally, I see it is a human thing, and when it crosses the line, then only God can take it from us.
My computer was an addiction, and never wanted to get off line, built 15 site. I was more addicted to building them than maintaining them. They became an issue when it affect my relationship and life and they became the priority in my life. I resented the phone when it interrupted me.
I was grateful for the awareness when I heard, "Just because I have a feeling, doesn't mean I have to act on it."
You are not alone, others have walked where you have been and where you are at now.
