Thanks for sharing. As it says in the Promises, we will not regret the past or shut the door on it. We can learn from it. When I got into a relationship in recovery, I found myself thinking, "This founds familiar, when did I feel like this before, and would come to realize that it happened during my second abusive marriage." When I became aware, I set a boundary, and if that didn't work, the relationship was over. There is no way I want to go back to where I came from. Today, with a hope for a better tomorrow, is a goal I have set for myself over the years.