Welcome Funktup, have been there, wore the T-shirt, but we don't have to stay there. I was told to go back to basics. Do what I did when I first came into recovery. Don't think to hard and figure it out, just work your program. What aren't you doing that you did before to get sober. We don't have to pick up to slide back in our recovery.
This is one day at a time. Even this morning is past, and we can start a new day any time. For me, I am powerless over people, places, and things, and my life is unmanageable when managed by me. Just for today, I just not to use.
My prayers are with you. Hugs.
