F is for First. "First Things First" is my sobriety, without that I have nothing. If I am not sober, my family, my friends, and co-workers do no have a me and I lose myself. Every time I picked up I lost a piece of myself. It is that first drink that starts me back on the road to relapse. It is that first thought that can lead me to the drink if I don't check it before I let it run away. Did it come from my God or from my disease?