Welcome to the site and thank you for sharing. We do this one day at a time. There is a lot of recovery material on the site, so hope you will be able to identify with some of it.
It is a simple program, but not easy. Don't pick up, no matter what. Substitution doesn't work, it will take you back to your drug of choice.
The 12 Steps are a process, the program is not a quick fix. All we are asked to do is TRY, the last three letters of Jus
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Hope you will continue to come and share your journey with us.