checking In
So last week I was feeling out of control in my life. I'm realizing that feeling lack of control is something that I have struggled with my whole life. Alcohol allows me to be decieved to make me "think" I'm in control but I am deceiving myself. I'm tired of the games and fighting and pain. I'm grateful today that I fell so I can be honest with God and myself. I pray that Gods reveals himself to me and I become secure in Him and not rely on myself and my feelings. I want to be free. Thanks for listening.
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