T is for trust. Always had trouble with the words, "Trust and obey," especially when it came to marriage. It took me two years to get 10 years of marriage.
I had to learn to trust the program and through obeying the Good Orderly Direction they gave me, I was able to stay clean and sober.
As I have said many times, and it always comes to mind for me, "If I am doubting myself, I am doubting and not trusting my God."