My drug of choice is more....
More of what you are having, more of what I am having, and more of anything else that comes my way.
Anything that takes me out of self.
Anything that takes me out of the reality of the moment.
Anything that takes away the responsibility of coping with today.
Anything that takes away the feeling of being alone with me.
Anything that takes away my feelings,
Anything that is in front of me.
I am glad that the anything that is in front of me is the program of recovery and the Twelve Steps which allow me to walk this road clean and sober today.
