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i am susan i am an alcoholic addict clean since September 2004. i am grateful to be out of the hell of daily using. i can still feel disconnected from others reaching out when im having a difficult head is hardest for me thank God for God i usually faith it out. but i use food as "comfort" which doesnt help with self esteem. I keep my plants alive i got a dog 14months ago who is well and healthy i actually love him! who knew!!!. but people are another matter!! ive never had a healthy relationship. been single since i got clean 9+years. God bless you all. Love and light xxx