February 7
Jason M. Says:
It happened just as I heard hundreds of times before at meetings... My relapse just didn't "happen" - it was a gradual progression. I stopped going to meetings, stopped talking to sober people. Stopped praying. Self pity. Ego with an inferiority complex.... that was me. After I hit bottom again I came back through God's help (and family) and thought I knew how to get sober.
I didn't know much of anything and had to re-learn most of what I was previously given through the program. I learned this because I had no "tools" or defenses against the first drink.
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August 21, 2007
One Day At A Time
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