[MajestyJo]

It is sad that we can¨t accept our alcoholism. Yet it was me who was the one who needed acceptance. Acceptance of my disease, the acceptance of my son's, my father's, my ex-husband's, and all the friends I met in AA who relapsed.

My life is unmanageable when managed by me. That is why I need to do the Step l, 2, 3 Waltz each morning. I can't, God can, and just for today, I choose to let Him. I put my life in His care, and He will lead, guide, direct me in the way He would have me go. He gives me the strength, courage, and good orderly direction, that I need in today.