A is for Authority. My God is my authority. Prior to recovery, I was the leading authority on everything, just ask me. I had to change my attitude. If I didn't know the answer, I would make darn sure that I found out. I had a fear of appearing stupid and validating all the abusive words I received growing up. I had a motto that said, "I can't stand stupidity, especially in myself. I use to go outside of myself looking for affirmation, validation, and acceptance. I was told, "My God doesn't make no junk!" I am loved.