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bluidkiti · 08-07-2013, 09:50 AM

Gratitude in Reflection As I reflect upon my past and see the things I've done. The selfish things to just fit in, I thought that they were fun. In retrospect I've realized, that every evil deed, were defects of my character, driven by my greed. Thru the years I tried so hard, to make up for my past. Good things that I tried to do, would seem to never last. I tried so hard to overcome, the wickedness in me. Yet when I thought I really had, I failed to truly see. Once again the greed and lust, would creep back in my heart. I'd pick up my dearest friend, drink and drugs would start. These friends would always take me, to places that I hated, That was fine, because you see, they kept me quite sedated. As my life continued, the sickness in me grew, Insanity and darkness, was all I ever knew. Today I am so grateful, for I've finally found my way. To the peace of mind I longed for, in the program of AA Rebecca Ann

08-07-2013, 09:50 AM	#7
bluidkiti Administrator Join Date: Aug 2013 Posts: 70,608	Gratitude in Reflection As I reflect upon my past and see the things I've done. The selfish things to just fit in, I thought that they were fun. In retrospect I've realized, that every evil deed, were defects of my character, driven by my greed. Thru the years I tried so hard, to make up for my past. Good things that I tried to do, would seem to never last. I tried so hard to overcome, the wickedness in me. Yet when I thought I really had, I failed to truly see. Once again the greed and lust, would creep back in my heart. I'd pick up my dearest friend, drink and drugs would start. These friends would always take me, to places that I hated, That was fine, because you see, they kept me quite sedated. As my life continued, the sickness in me grew, Insanity and darkness, was all I ever knew. Today I am so grateful, for I've finally found my way. To the peace of mind I longed for, in the program of AA Rebecca Ann __________________ "No matter what you have done up to this moment, you get 24 brand-new hours to spend every single day." --Brian Tracy AA gives us an opportunity to recreate ourselves, with God's help, one day at a time. --Rufus K. When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. --Franklin D. Roosevelt We stay sober and clean together - one day at a time! God says that each of us is worth loving.