Ask yourself, am I F.I.N.E. (frustrated, insecure, neurotic, and enjoying it), or am I faithful, involved in service, need to connect to my Higher Self daily, and each day is a new beginning, and I will work the program, because if I work for it, it will work for me.
A dumb a$$ who isn't willing to stay clean and sober for one day. It makes me sad, my son has been to treatment and chooses to continue using.