You have to know that you are not at fault here. People who are addicted are literally taken over by their disease. They need the drugs sooo badly that they will do anything to get them, to get high again and to avoid the pain of withdrawal.
I'm sorry you are hurting. I don't know why you fell for her, but I know she is a sick individual who is not able to have an honest relationship in this condition.
Do you have some live support? -- family, friend, pastor -- someone you can talk to and help you put it in perspective? It could help a lot to talk it over with some wise counsel.
You will be okay. You have to take care of yourself. Saying a prayer for both of you.
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3/9/2015
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