Myron,
You may not have any intention to return to the coke, but if you're an addict, you will. If you're anything like I was, both your mind, and your body has both been affected by the addiction, and the space that we can put between both of the paths that got us here, will be what builds another day. Face it, physically and psychologically, an overnight cure ain't gonna happen.
It is important that your financial avenue to obtain the drug be far removed from you, for at least the next month, and the best way to do that is definitely through treatment. Surround yourself with people that want to help, not hinder you. I've met a few people who are right where you are, and none of them say that their life was better doing the cocaine.
Love yourself enough to stop and decide every day to stay that way. It'll be the greatest thing you could do for yourself.
And if you can, come here and read. There's a lot of good stuff here.
I wish you only the best.
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