Just for today, I will work on living and walking in faith and letting go of fear. I know my God is with me. I can't project into the future, I have to live in today. Today I allowed anxiety to take some time away from my day and until I recognized the fact, and let it go, I stayed in the stress and worry before I could turn it over and let it go. Once I did, I saw how pointless it was and how the solutions were there, in spite of everything that was running around in my head.
I have to go for test on the 17th on my heart. It is one day at a time, I can't project into the future. The same thing happened when they started, I knew I was going to see my doctor today to get the referral to the specialist. It wasn't about a heart attack, it is about circulation and/or hardening of the arteries, which could be the same thing. I can't play doctor, I just have to do the do things and let go and let God.