You might want to check out some of the following links:
Daily Readings:
http://www.bluidkiti.com/forums/showthread.php?t=12919
Step One
http://www.bluidkiti.com/forums/showthread.php?t=10543
http://www.bluidkiti.com/forums/showthread.php?t=80
http://www.bluidkiti.com/forums/showthread.php?t=11086
http://www.bluidkiti.com/forums/forumdisplay.php?f=7
Grief work is a big part of early recovery, you need to learn to recognize it.
http://www.bluidkiti.com/forums/showthread.php?t=3215
http://www.bluidkiti.com/forums/forumdisplay.php?f=11
There is a lot more, but not want to overwhelm you too much.
Just remember, we do this one day at a time. Just for today, I choose not to use people, places, and things. Recovery is a process. We can't do it all at once, so remember easy does it, and find yourself a sponsor. Someone who has been where you have been. Some one you can relate to.