Welcome M3G1, hope you will keep coming to the site. More importantly, call a help line and get help, or go to detox or a meeting. The do things are don't pick up just for today, no matter water. Go to meetings, find a home group and a sponsor to help you go through the Steps. Phone numbers are important, a good support group helps us when we slide or fall. We can slip, even if we don't pick up our drug of choice. We don't have to do it alone.
Hugs not drugs.
