I know God is, because I am alive. I was on my way to being dead a couple of times with no desire to live.
I shared a story a week ago when I told my story at the Henderson Hospital of how I went looking for a hug because I felt so, so bad because my friend had been using. I couldn't find anyone when I went looking but when I surrendered, said the Serenity Prayer and a prayer for my friend, the people happened along and I got the hugs I had been looking for.
When I was sick a couple of years ago, I went to the store to get my broken glasses fixed. I had been isolated all winter and hadn't been out to meetings. In the twenty minutes that I was gone from my apartment, I met eight people. Two of those I saw twice, and they all carried a big message for me. This is a we program, of myself I can not do this program, I am cut off from the Sunlight of the Spirit.
I have trusted God with my life! Especially my health, my son, and my journey in recovery.
