What Am I Afraid Of?

[Chance]

Originally Posted by MajestyJo

My son deciding to overdose, he has talked suicide for years. All I can do is put Him into his God's Hands.

I must admit with my physical, mental, and Spiritual life, that I've been telling a lot of people I should just end my life. I even told a Officer that the other day here when he came to break up a fight that a guy threatened to stab him. The officer said, "I can give you a ride." I said no I won't do that.

I do think about it sometimes though, that is why I got set up to be more evaluated on my Physc Doctor. Medications need adjusted somewhere because I know the person that I am, I am not the person that others see or read online. So I have to get involved at a deeper level in my Recovery.

I am truly blessed that although I have a lot of Fear, I must not let me share what I am feeling!