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ScaryCarrrie · 04-25-2014, 09:51 AM

Hi all,

Carrie B here. Alcoholic, with a lot of other icks too. Sober since 2/2/08. I have a home group, sponsor women, and have a sponsor. I do service work and particularly enjoy doing BB studies. In the past I have led them at a women's county jail and in rehabs. I never thought I'd be doing this. In fact, back in the mohawk/leather/pierced everything/go to H*** days, I would have hated the me I am today. I hated anything that looked healthy back then. I was scared of everything, and hated anything I was afraid of.
Today I'm still scared of a lot of things, but I know we have something to help with that, and I try to remember to turn to it often. You'd think that with 6+ years I'd be a lot less afraid, but it seems to really be ODAT for me. Sometimes slowly. I'm looking forward to digging in here.
Thanks.

04-25-2014, 09:51 AM	#11
ScaryCarrrie Junior Member Join Date: Apr 2014 Location: Atlanta, GA Posts: 3	Hi all, Carrie B here. Alcoholic, with a lot of other icks too. Sober since 2/2/08. I have a home group, sponsor women, and have a sponsor. I do service work and particularly enjoy doing BB studies. In the past I have led them at a women's county jail and in rehabs. I never thought I'd be doing this. In fact, back in the mohawk/leather/pierced everything/go to H*** days, I would have hated the me I am today. I hated anything that looked healthy back then. I was scared of everything, and hated anything I was afraid of. Today I'm still scared of a lot of things, but I know we have something to help with that, and I try to remember to turn to it often. You'd think that with 6+ years I'd be a lot less afraid, but it seems to really be ODAT for me. Sometimes slowly. I'm looking forward to digging in here. Thanks.

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